Changes... once more

Life changes... guess it's for the best
And we go further, with the rest
Around us, nothing stays the same
We're now starting a different game

I watched my good friend turn the page
And end a chapter of her song
As she was up there on the stage
I realized it won't be long

It's done, she's now a woman grown
Her life and future's now her own
We are not children anymore
But what are we still searching for?

And soon my time will come as well
It may be good but who's to tell
Everything changes, that's a fact
Only matters how we react

The time for childish games is done
What we face now's the real world
Just as they came, moments have gone
We now have to be strong and bold

All is fair in love and war

I did... I felt...I loved.. I bled
My heart broke once and then again
My soul was dead, my eyes were red
And I forgot it all by then

But all is fair in love and war
So I stopped caring for a while
Battles were fought, more hearts were tore
Yes, it was cruel, and wrong and vile

Still, that's the only way to win
In war, there's no such thing as wrong
Neither cared of what could have been
We both just wanted to stay strong

The treatory, the cuts, the lies
The anger that was in our eyes
It said it all, and even more
It couldn't end well, that was sure

But all is fair in love and war...

Decision....

From time to time I must decide

If I should stay or carry on
I know my path ahead is wide
But what will happen when I'm gone?

I know this place helped me a lot
With so much more than I'd believed
The things I've learned, the battles fought
And all the things I had achieved

I've made some friends, and even more
But I know once I leave this place
It's possible I'll close a door
That I will loose without a trace

Am I a traitor if I choose
To go away and ask for more?
Will I win more than I will loose
Is that really what I'm up for?

A lot of questions, lot of doubt
I know I want it, but I fear
That I could loose what I had fought
So hard and long just to keep near

I lay broken at this crossroad
One that will surely change my life
It's warm and pleasant, but it's cold
And doubt cuts way deeper than knife

To stay?... To go?...
I'm fucked...

The kingdom

Somewhere over the deep blue sea
A kingdom rose, so big and strong
A place in which you would belong
Only if a pure blood you'd be

An empire that always grew
A place you won't believe be true
A place where kings are born and bred
A place where no tear should be shed

A little girl, soon be princess
Arrived there in her crimson dress
Eager to know what's with this place
With a huge smile upon her face

Lil' did she know how hard it'd be
To be a part of this big world
She only knew what she'd been told
And now with her own eyes she'd see

She earned her place where few would get
And hang to it with every thread
The things would get more interesting
As one day she heard the bells ring

A knight in armor had arrived
He looked strong, confident and right
"He's new,this one, and here to aid,
But dangerous... bad games he played"

She knew his name from long ago
But back then he was just a boy
So young, innocent, full of joy
Who knew how much these two would grow

"Ahm...hey... are you ok, m'lord?"
"Yes but of course, I am just lost,
 To go to the hall I was told
 And get there fast... so leave I must,

But nonetheless, my lady...Hello"


The days, the weeks, and months passed by
Without them even saying "Hy"
The busy kingdom doesn't pause
They would not meet without a cause

Then she saw him in the hallway
He couldn't stop racing around
He looked so angry, so afraid
Like he's screaming but with no sound

"Are you ok, m'lord?" she asked
"Of course I am, I'm but a knight"
He tried to play calm, maybe, might...
But she won't go without a fight

"To me you will  not feed your lie
You may  try to look tough and mild
Yet in my eyes you're but a child
So talk to me... I'll help... Or try"

"Well, I................................................
.................................."

She looked at him with laughing eyes
"You are just too coward to go
And find yourself your cherished prize
It's more to you than you care show
Believe me so..."

He did just that... to his surprise
It worked, and he was hole again
After a while , though, started lies
So once again, he's a free man

He saw her one day in the yard
Just as some low born knight passed by
She freaked out, lowered her head, shy
Was it fear?... Shame?... Or was it doubt?

"My lady, I can read you blind
You try to  look strong, fair and wild
Still, in my eyes you're but a child
I'll try to help...what's on your mind?"

"The thing is..............................................
.................................................."

"You are a fool, I'll say it to your face"
He waited for a slap...but luckily no trace
"Wrote you a poem once before
Little           girl, need I say more?"

Time after time , they would be there
Every time one needed to talk
Became good friends, as they would share
Two twisted minds and lack of luck

In time they will go separate ways
To wherever the kingdom bids
But still, they are just little kids
And darkness hasn't shown it's face

A new level

I once had stopped, thinking I will be fine
That I wouldn't need more than what I had then
The choices I made did seem right at the time
I had lost a lot, but even more I had gained

I found myself stuck but didn't want to go on
I felt happy thinking it was just me and her
But as fast as it came, it was soon enough gone

And all that was left were things good to burn

Deep in my mind a scene in replay...

Was giving me hints of where it went wrong

Opened my heart to find there's no other way

And all I could do was try to stay strong

As soon enough I found that I have people around
Who wouldn't let me fall and showed me the way
To rise and to conquer, to win back my crown
Once more be my best ...once more seize the day

I followed my dreams and got to a point
Where I found out that I should never stop
The places I've been, the people I joined
Showed me ways I can escape any trap

Apologize

I'm so sorry, my little girl
I never meant to make you hurt
In this annoying fucked up world
You are my girl, for all it's worth

If my words hurt this ones will heal
This ones will show you how I feel
Cause in the end it's all about
The way we keep our friends around

A couple of lines from my heart
Our friendship will not fall apart
Your sadness makes me feel like hell
So I just hope it all goes well

* for a little girl that always understood me

A story worth being told

From deep inside my heart I'll say
These words to you, girl, every day
I love you like I never thought
That I could love... With all I've got

I feel that words could not describe
The things I feel, this trembling vibe
My once cold heart's alive again
You met a jerk and made him man

Your gorgeous eyes make me go on
Your smile shows me that I have won
Nothing for me's ever worth more
Than your smile when I'm at the door

For you I'd split the world in two
Turn night to day, make wrong be true
If I could always see you smile
I'd even cook (It'd take a while)

No matter what, I'm by your side
No matter how tough is the ride
The two of us will rock this world
And write a story worth being told